i can't hold onto love.i'm not gentle enough.i always end upcrushing the thingin between my fingertips.

i know it all ends the same,but i was interested in seeinghow you would break my heart.

you wanted it all to make senseand you wanted the most complicated answer,but the answer is simple.just be.

i took it off.i did not want to carry it with me anymore.

i took a night drive.i needed to get away.i needed to knowit's okay to goand have no destination,where time moves slowor doesn't exist.that life can be like this,aimless wandering,just breathing,living,driving forever underneath the stars.

i am changingand i am loving change.

i am awake and aliveand swollen and heavywith love.

we talk of plans that are going to happen.we talk of the future, as if we know we will last.there is a sort of comfort in that.

remember you are capable of the most powerful thing in the universe.you are capable of love.

you giver of light.you lover of love.you beautifulbeautifulhuman beingyou.